AJdesolate

"Do you know why she's dying?" "Do you?" "Because I broke her heart. God, I feel so fucking bad about that." "No she's stronger than most I know. She's dying because you told her to." "What? No, that doesn't even make sense." "Think about it. She would do anything, for you." - You were nineteen and fell for the girl with the ballet toes and unreliable heart. You were a robot, programed to say her name every time you were asked a question. And when you urged your feelings to a breaking point, you found her standing outside your door with an i-love-you note and a field of asymmetrical freckles. That was all you needed to get down on one

it's strange how i'm not moved by your beauty anymore. you're getting prettier but it just doesn't take the air out of me like it used to. you're getting prettier but you still don't know how to use it. shouldn't you be breaking hearts right about now? shouldn't you be laughing in that terrible way you do when you know you're getting what you wanted? you are not as subtle as you should be. you should be scheming, intriguing, too clever by half. but you're a one trick pony, love. you've been barrelling through lovers like a freight train and there is nothing quiet about the way you disappear; there is never any doubt. you abandon and destroy b